• Why is it seems that everyone is trembling over the coming of the world’s end?
  What are we afraid for? are we afraid to die? or are we afraid to face the day of judgment?..
  I mean in the end, we are all gonna perish and we gonna lose the material things..I am not afraid to die, because I know if that day comes I will be living with GOD..
  
  

• natural calamities are beyond our control, but what matters most is how we respond to those tragedies…It seems a happy picture after all, knowing that other people care for each other, knowing that strangers pray for each other , and seeing the different races and nations helping each other.. It’s a perfect view to see LOVE in times of catastrophe…
  I know JAPAN will rise after the fall, for they have made it before..Let’s pray for the healing of their country and continue to manifest LOVE.God bless us all…

The lonely hearts club

It's a new year and next week will be a new month. Next month is like every one's else favorite aside from Christmas and new year I guess . Next month is the 28 days of Love ..oh yeah Love, the perfect word for every creature.

I feel strange the past few weeks I got into something obsession,,, obsession of thinking someone and obsession of feeling light....I don't know what drama is in store for me but I hope cupid won't struck that arrow any time soon....I know some of you out there are blissfully in love some may just have just sang a heartache and some are daydreaming for their perfect match... Love ...Love...Love...

There's nothing you can do that can't be done.
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game
It's easy.
There's nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you
in time - It's easy.

Certainly just like the Beatles song All we need is love. No matter what your definition of Love , we all aim for it.

Because Valentines day is just an inch away I decide to write a review about the book I just had finish reading "The lonely Hearts club"....Well just by reading the title I am certain it is a teen age love and I am certain it is something  I could relate into.

So let me start now...The story revolves around Penny lane apparently from her name no wonder her parents and she is an avid of the Beatles..well the book is almost much about the Beatles ..My father is also a fan of Beatles especially with Lenon and like Penny I grew up hearing their songs and stories. Beatles is truly one of the greatest and controversial artists of all time.

Penny had this childhood friend named Nate which eventually became his boyfriend turned out to be cheating on her and from that day on she decided to never date boys after high school....

I know some would think that is such a silly idea , i could remember in high school I was also making that kind of deal of not having a boyfriend until 18 and it turned out that deal has extended the age limit....(hahahah)

Penny's best friend is Tracy who has no boyfriend since birth . From the very start Tracy was against this conventional idea of  Penny . Tracy had her own list of boys and always made her way to date the names on her list but sad too say Tracy didn't get her wish list. 

I am like Tracy except for the boy lists thing , the one who truly supports her friend and always play the devil's advocate, I mean the one who thinks most differently or contradictory to the usual.....

Soon after there this girl named Diane who was actually the original best friend of Penny. Diane turned away from penny after she got into relationship with Ryan ( the most desirable man in their campus)......So when Diane and Ryan parted ways but remained friends , Diane went back to Penny. 

I know a lot of girl would relate into this......I've witnessed this.... there are some girls who thought that the world only revolves around him and her . I think that really sucks , leaving a best friend for a guy and then when it all goes wrong you ran again towards your best friend......It is like a friend of utensil......a friend when only needed.....But no matter what our friends are still our friends and because of that we forgive them and accept them as if nothing happened..

And that is exactly what happened to penny and Diane...It started rough with Diane and Tracy but became close friends later on ....Now the lonely hearts club is getting bigger as Diane and Tracy have joined in and numerous girls have eventually joined in... It started form 3, to 5 then to 30 and so on.They have one clear rule and that is no dating of boys until after high school ...But penny seem to have trouble with it especially she started to realize she likes Ryan the ex of Diane...The group had caught the attention of their principal and even asked penny to stop it and most especially it hurt the ego of the McKinley boys for almost of the girls wouldn't date them and blamed the lonely heart of penny.. But the club just grew stronger and it was really empowering, it had helped some of the members to take care of their selves......No to cut this short......

In the end the club had decided to change the rules and allowed the members to date as long as they attended all group meetings and doesn't leave their friend...the ending was penny and Ryan kissed under the mistletoe.

Now , I am actually disappointed with the ending, the book was too short I wanted more... i though there would be more conflict but it just ended so smoothly........In the first few readings it would really lead you to some amusement or maybe I was just expecting too much. Anyways, For you out there it is really unfair to think of all mean as all jerks, I've also thought of it before but you really need to believe that not all men are the same.. there is no one hue nor one sound...

Penny may have thought of it but that was because she just came from a rough ending of  her fairytale relationship...For all you out there with lonely hearts always remember you are not alone, look at your friends . Friends gave you the love that you always needed so never throw them aways always treasure them. What I liked most of the book is the Female power. Imagine an all female club has made the boys gone really mad. I think this also goes for all the girls to be always careful to always not forget who you are. As stated in the book when girl are in a relationship they tend to act , pretended to be someone just to please their boyfriends . Well , isn't it more nice that our special someone love us for who we are not because we portray what they want us to be. I've known girls and woman who have sacrificed things just to keep the relationship , well I guess everybody wants to keep a relationship but sometimes sacrificing is not always the solution. I'm sorry to tell this but why should there be a martyr?/? At least leave a little piece of dignity ...Never forget yourself because you are valuable.. There's nothing wrong with loving but it comes wrong when you are hurting your own self.

Always love yourself first, for how can you possibly love when your not filled with it, there's nothing to give if you don't have it...

To be in love and to be loved is the perfect feeling . For all of you who are man haters ,and there's  bunch of hood guys not just jerks...Do not be unfair...There's nothing to be afraid of when it comes to love because it should be unconditional... Why think of all those fears when it doesn't make you feel better.....

I'm not the relationship expert but you must value of whatever relationship you have now...Life is a package there's no reason to feel lonely and cursed the boys.......why don't take the risk , isn't it much better than standing still and doing nothing? they say love waits but I say time waits for no one.....

Its always spinning and everything changes......We all search for love but love will never find our way if we are stuck in the same box........Enjoy your date with your valentine....And for all the ladies whoa re single like me , let's all have a toast and enjoy the season of Love..

I am going to leave you with the most wonderful definition of Love from Corinthians

 Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant,  does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered,  does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth;  bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.  Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away.  For we know in part and we prophesy in part;  but when the perfect comes, the partial will be done away. When I was a child, I used to speak like a child, think like a child, reason like a child; when I became a man, I did away with childish things.  For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known.  But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.

melody

I am still waiting for the day,,,,,for the day of new land ,,,,

Day and night I keep on shading the lamp
before closing the eyes I took a leap of faith
I am in this place, a place where I was molded
I am in this place, a place of my first memory
I am in this place, a place of black and gray

I don't want to be prison here...I've been wishing..praying.to be somewhere out..but there's no way to escape..My heart is crushed..I go deeper on the wells...trying the best luck but still i wait for no tomorrow...


Man and woman destined to be together....bells and rings celebrates happiness.....moon and starts shines at night......Man and woman loved each other....


***lady of symphony

Why Do I not Love?
Why do I not love? he asked me
Why do I not love? I asked me
love is cruel, yet is the sweetest pain
love is fragile yet it is the most unbreakable.
Now, why do I not love?
Do I not love because I hate?
Do I not love because I'm afraid?
or Do I not love because I know you won't love me back.


***Lady of symphony in seasons of love

Will I wait in vain or stand coldly in the pouring rain
Will you be on my side to give me warm
Will the whisper of winter fade away
or will the sun bursts and turn our love into dusts
I don't know..with uncertainties I cannot give love
call me weak and hate me to death but I can't give a love
for I have not known love for I never met love
I don't know when will the spring of love come or will it ever greet me again
Under this maple tree , I will be like the alluring leaves waiting for the spring
And when it comes, just like the leaves I will gracefully fall and dance in the wind

Hymn for HIM

You were the stranger I never bothered to know

 The wall I would just pass by

The paper that give me no impression

The shadow that never caught my eye

The star I never gazed up on night

But destiny has throned the dice and we landed on the same field

Then You were seating next to me. 

At the end, at the back row of  the arena, we were there.

And each of our black moon has locked on its path.

A smile on your grimace and a kindle in my own trace.

Now you speak up and I've heard your voice,

Addictive as wine, the only music I could define

We were there at the back row, at the end of the plaza.

And every day we got closer with each other.

We opened our diaries and we spoke the letters

And we didn't mind the Picasso.

We were there , at the back row at the end of the sweet garden

I felt your lavish skin and now we were never in a distance

And now we see each others world

We were there at the back row at the end of Adam's paradise.

We prayed that the music won't stop, 

But we could never control the symphony

The curtains have closed and the orchestra has died

We were there at the back row at the end of the Great Opera House

Two hearts have become one in the center of circles

The Top and the Ball have danced for the night

We were there at the back row at the end of the city of Love

But now they were just  sweet memories written at the end, at the back row of the buried History 

The Elizabeth had once asked 

will thou dae everything?

Will thee be undone for Love?

Will thou stop the rolls and halt the knights?

What can thee dae for LOVE?

Another dice was thrown

But we were no longer there

      We are no longer at the back row at the end of the castle

And just like any other tragic story

We ended up like Romeo and Juliet

For I chose to let go

For I can't do anything For Love

For I am not Islde

Forgive me for leaving you at the back row at the end of  the temple

Fare thee well

*INceptION** (22)

You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure. But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together.

Its been a long time since I've posted on this blog......(this post is originally written on the 2nd week of august)..I am becoming too lazy now....I'm glad that finally I've come into form of relaxation and just calmly express my thoughts. Junior College is stressing me out.I need to feed my mind with some good movies.

I guess for the month of July-August "Inception" was the talk of the town.This blog of mine has emphasized dreams , the difference of reality and fantasy ,on how our minds creates our own utopia and how we wished to escape the pain of reality. Finally a movie has brought that concept into the new level. Kudos to the writer and creative management, the whole movie was one of a kind. I've enjoyed every second of it.

Dom Cobb is a skilled thief, the absolute best in the dangerous art of extraction, stealing valuable secrets from deep within the subconscious during the dream state, when the mind is at its most vulnerable. Cobb's rare ability has made him a coveted player in this treacherous new world of corporate espionage, but it has also made him an international fugitive and cost him everything he has ever loved. Now Cobb is being offered a chance at redemption. One last job could give him his life back but only if he can accomplish the impossible-inception. Instead of the perfect heist, Cobb and his team of specialists have to pull off the reverse: their task is not to steal an idea but to plant one. If they succeed, it could be the perfect crime. But no amount of careful planning or expertise can prepare the team for the dangerous enemy that seems to predict their every move. An enemy that only Cobb could have seen coming. Written by Warner Bros. Pictures

Inception made an impossible impetus into reality. We all dream and we question its existence and meaning. According to Adler dreams are an important tool to mastering control over your waking lives,while Freud analyzed dreams in order to understand aspects of personality as they relate to pathology,Hall believed dreams are the best way to discovering personal thoughts and to explain your behavior,according to Jung, dreams are a way of communicating and acquainting yourself with the unconscious and Perls believed that dreams contain the rejected, disowned parts of the Self.

These theories of dreams were actually manifested in the movie but the movie itself created its own theory. The theory that a person can enter into one's dream and manipulate or take away its thoughts on its subconscious.

A person can enter in some one else dream.....is that possible? in the movie, absolutely, and perhaps we may not know this could lead to some technology revolution in which we could enter other's dreams.
Not only that, they could dream within a dream and they have done that in 4 layers.

here are some quotes from the movies

Cobb: Our dreams, they feel real while we're in them right? Its only when we wake up then we realize that something was actually strange!
When we are dreaming, we're not aware that we are in a dreamland instead we thought of it as the existing state and when we wake up sometimes those vivid images remain nd sometimes the obscure events break away. And often times we thought of what maybe the interpretation of our dreams.]
This was the technique of Cobb's team to implant a concept in the dream to appear it as it is the truth.


Ariadne: Why is it so important to dream?
Cobb: Because, in my dreams we are together

I think this line also applies to us, wen wanted to dream because in that dream , with our unconscious thoughts we fulfill our desires . Unconsciously, we created a world ( I believe most taken from our memories and unconscious mind) where we could draw happiness and erase bitterness. For Cobb, this was his main struggle he can't let go of his dream because in his only dream he could still see and feel the presence of his dead wife. And I guess this is the critical point, when we no longer face reality and instead cling into that dream that may lead to us into false perceptions.

Cobb: The moment's passed. Whatever I do I can't change this moment. I'm about to call out to them. They run away. If I'm ever going to see their faces I've gotta get back home. The real world.

Cobb has missed the growth of his children he had not experienced a real life.everything was all inception..everything was just a shade of reality and a drop of pain

Cobb: Look at you. You're just a shade, a shade of my real wife. How could I capture all your beauty, your complexity, your perfection, your imperfection, in a dream? Yes, you're the best that I can do. But, I'm sorry, you're just not good enough.
 those bittersweet memories just keep coming on, because of his Guilt he couldn't take off the grip. Mal was often the antagonist in his dream, Mal sabotages their plan but actually it was Cobb who ruined the architecture of the dream, it was his own memories that put the knots ..He couldn't remove the tangle .

Mal: We'd be together forever. You promised me.
Cobb: I know. But we can't. And I'm sorry.
Mal: You remember when you asked me to marry you? You said you dreamt that we'd grow old together.
Cobb: And we did... I miss you more than I can bear... but we had our time together. And now I have to let go... 

 As I hear these lines.. tears fell down.I could feel the love of Cobb to his wife ..Leonardo is such a prefect actor for this role... They had travel in their own world , together they walked in their journeys and together they were happy filled with love. Not everyday is a dream, not everyday is sleeping into imagination but rather everyday must be a reality. And with that single pinch of pain, they had forgotten to wake up, they had forgotten reality , they had abandoned the life they have and the children they adore. In the dream world, sand castles and pink houses they can control but it end up they no longer take the wheel of their future.
In the waking or dreaming life they both shared the love but unfortunately for Mal, she can longer bear the pain of confusion. Cobb was able to stay away from the limbo state. It was almost a decade , a decade of suffering a decade of memories that caused tragedy. Mal chose to ended her life, she didn't figure it out she was prisoned in the memories of her dreams . Cobb did his best to wake up Mal and make her realize that they are now in reality and not in the dream. Cobb carried the guilt for it was he who gave Mal the idea of fantasy, the idea of creating their own paths. It was tragic, Cobb couldn't do anything with his idea he killed his wife.It took a long time for him to soon realize that she had to let go of the kite . He kept on thinking and governing his emotions on Mal , he kept on dreaming to fade away the pain and to feel again the sweet love of his life but with his thoughts it made him worst. he didn't had the chance to see his children, didn't have the chance to enjoy it as it supposed to be...
Most of the time our demotions triggers our dreams and sometimes our dreams triggers our emotions. I used to dream before a very sad scene of my life, it kept on recurring , all I wanted is to forget it but why does it keep on running ?? Sooner after I've realized that the scene left me with a disturbing emotion but thanks to my dream , slowly it healed my self. But for Cobb's case the more he sees his wife the more he jumps into it and the more he fails to see the truth.

Leap of faith,” “Old man full of regret, waiting to die alone,” 

And what happens to Saito??? he was also trapped in the limbo state..he's greedy dreams made him an old man in an unrealistic world ....In a lifetime nightmare in which it is most difficult to escape....It begun all in Saito, with his command for inception. for his desire to be on the top and that self dream of his has ended his real triumph.

You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure. But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together. 

This is the riddle shared by Cobb and his wife...This the riddle (I'm not sure) that Cobb spoke to let his wife be in the kick and finally see reality.....The hit of the train will take them far away .far away from the world they've created.......The world that once was their paradise become the wrecker of their happy life...

What truly made me bewildered ins the ending of the movie....It kept us all thinking.what the heck was the conclusion.was he still in the limbo state or has he already awaken from the dream......He had seen his children but the top is continually spinning....well the story lies in our hands......I hope it has a sequel and explains every puzzle in it.....Some says it was all Cobb's limbo state....everything was creatively designed in Cobb's ind and the characters were all projections...But whatever is the truth in it.let's just wait perhaps they could have another story in the sequel....
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There were some dreams that made you afraid to sleep. some dreams that made you feel tremble that even at the daylight it haunted you and affected you...What's within the dreams, why do we have emotions on it and why does some dreams doesn't stop it keeps on existing even at the waking life...There were some dreams that made you think, that mad you pray and eat. There were some dreams that you wished to be filtered, wished to be not remembered but somehow it raises your blood pressure.......some dreams we were thankful for it was only a dream........and some dreams that we die for that we don't want to escape and shape it with our own finger tips....Why does dream exists??? why does God allows dreaming??? I can't imagine my self without a dream,.,,,,To dream is like my portal to the extreme world....Whatever our dreams maybe it is important that in our waking life we fulfill our responsibilities and make sure we don't across imagery....
Dream on and be Awake!

Sunday Morning

This Sunday was not my typical Sunday......I have nonentity to be concerned or to boggle of, I've ate my breakfast and I woke up early...Oh sweet Sunday, a serene and bouncy daylight.


To take pleasure in the chirps of the birds and the sways of the flowers I've grab the newspaper. I don't know why I am so in the doldrums this week to read books and articles; perhaps this was an end product of almost a whole week facing the volumes for the midterm examinations.

In the Allure section of The Philippine Star, an article title made me bring to a halt for a while...

"The night Go danced the 'Moon walk' in the middle of the rain"
It seems to be a title of a novel or a spiritual book. It was written by Bum Tenorio Jr. I am actually not a reader of the allure sections, mostly I only gazed in the images but this time the title made a significant sound in my mind. As I browsed through the article it put a smile on my face and an uplifting feeling of my soul.

"I love it when it rains at night"....

I agree with the writer, rain is the most beautiful music, its thunder and flashing lights is like a symphony. Rain calms me down, it makes me think and look back. I remember the days when I was a child running and dancing in the rain not thinking that I could get a flu. When it rains it's like celebrating it is like your own momentum.


The author then narrated what happened to him one rainy evening a text message he received form a priest asking if f he is still interested to become one. He replied "no more, I don't think I have the calling for it" "Can you just imagine the seminary with me there? Gosh, I'll teach Jesus to dance and laugh non-stop at the seminary! And I'm sure god will love me for that"


The author and I have some little commonalities, me and my sister before used to dream to become a nun but later on found out it wasn't our calling. It made me think, how does God dance?? Or does He dance at all?? What life does God has???

The author imagined himself and God singing together Pyramid...And laughing with each other and I too pondered this in my mind... What if God sings?? What would be sound of His Melody?? Would he be out of tuned or has a powerful voice like Josh Groban??

The author has also mentioned that no one among his Religious teachers told him that God has ever laughed. He even questioned if God has ever tried to laugh-tear and wondered how do we talk to God? Can be casual?

Me too, I never heard on the religious teachings saying God is laughing, does God also laughs in our jokes?? Does he make Faces??What is the language of God??

I'm sure He speaks from His heart, His language is Love. I talk to God almost all of the time, even though there is no visible response I could still feel and hear what He wanted to say....To know that there is God is like knowing that there is air that keeps us alive.

The author had also asked if God also stresses out and imagined God and his self dancing; imagine God doing the "Moon Walk". Then with that God is very cool. The author stretches out that if God has created trees whose branches sway to the hymns of the mind then for sure, God knows how to dance. It is wonderful to imagine God dancing because with it I could think of Happiness, happiness of everyone.

God is truly a great artist a great scientist a genius a brilliant architect, imagined how he designed our body ,our world and how He loved a sinner like me.

True , this is very true......and when the time when I will see God I m very sure that the first thing that I would do is cry and ask for forgiveness...I know I have done a lot of things that broke His heart and I would cry for I know I am not worthy to be His child but there still days left and I will use this day to give back His love and so if ever the day will come that I will Meet Him then at least He would be happy that He created me.

"I am certain I will not ask Him what makes Him cry. I already know the answer. I made him cry many times. Yet still, He loves me just the same"

Same as the writer I am not the normal religious woman, in fact I don't attend masses every Sunday, I don't follow the normal rituals of the Catholics but I believe in Him and I know in my own way I could show How Thankful I am that He is my Father.

I will always have this Sunday morning, a morning with God.......

Affliction

a poem written for my literature class..........

Affliction

The shadow of the night caves in down on me.

My eyes beguiled by the thousand words of free

My heart is lock, wedging out the vivid memories

The first time I caught his semblance

My eyes were mystified, he was my all stance

He was the moonlight in the cloudy sky

The sunlight in the darkest time

He had sung the songs of stars

He had travelled the world of sands

He had searched for the sweetest lime

He had come across of every sublime

But he had offered me his precious love.

And here I am, frantic as the frozen glass

Crippled in the layers of contrast

And here I am standing in the Pisa

Puzzled as the painting of Monalisa

I have nothing to give

I refused to dance in his rain

For I have no time to stand in vain

I had abandoned Love and closed the gates

I had broke his heart

And stole his sparks

Winter and Fall has passed away

But the aches still remain

I saw him once again

I followed him in sight

to where I wished he'd stop.

But tears suddenly climb down

His hands collided with the hands of another

My almost numb skin, dripping and shriveled

Why does it hurt? Why this terrifying sound of beats?

And now as we crossed the paths

He walked past me just like the wind

Cupid, why are you such a fool?

Why struck the arrow in the wrong time?

This bitter sweet love has caused pain

Love, love, love! Why is something so wonderful so despised?

All I have are traces of sadness, and cruel is the day,

Now the memories of him and me locked in ray

Become a fleeting castle in the sky of gray