Gloomy skies are up above…..little rain drops pass by…..tears is climbing down …
Silent strings soothes down while the cold air sings and petals of roses lay down….
Today was the last day of glimpse to her beloved mother....There was this boy who was like the clown of the class; he is indeed smart, always positive and cheerful. Sad news broke his heart last year; his mother is diagnosed with cancer. We we're not close friends but everyone seem to like him because of his blissful spirit. Today who could’ve thought the boy who has the biggest smiles is now crying like a child losing his kite......
We never thought he was in a painful process, no marks of worries or pain on his fragile face but only a light ray of happiness.....
I could emotionally relate to whatever he is going though, It was also summer when my grandma was hospitalized.....and also in month of June my grandma passed away....It was like 4 years ago, but the pain didn't totally vanished, in my dream it kept on recurring the times that she was by my side, the times when I hugged her tight and the times she says those nice words...
To me she was like a second mother, she made me feel I belong to the family; she kept on saying that I will be a doctor and will be a very beautiful woman... She never forgets my birthday, she praises me when I do good things and even give me rewards. These things are little things of everything to me.........These things are simple things that my own parents never let me experienced. and that's why I treasured so much the times that I have spent with her........I was like also in 2 months at the hospital...Together with my cousin , I was her caretaker...And witnessing her suffering just tormented my heart away...hoping that I could take away all the pain. Even trading places with her was my wish just to end the anguish....
And maybe this was also the situation for him....Losing a mother is like losing one organ of your body....I understand how painful it is but I know I will never know how painful it is for him....
Isn't it too early?? Isn’t it unfair?/.....Before I questioned why those good people suffer so much, why do they have to suffer before they die??Can’t they have tranquility before they depart?........But now I am thankful for that opportunity...seeing my grandma suffering allowed me and my relatives to show to her how much we care and love her....allowed us to feel human and experience life,, allowed us to realize the significance of time......with those moments it taught me a lifetime learning...It gave me hope and loved life....
I know it won't be easy. It takes days, weeks, months, and many years to be OK and fully accept what had happened.....It will never be the same again....
All the good things they have done will always be remembered, the scar will always be a mark of how special they are and how they've changed our lives....
When someone is in grief, a friend cams by and gave a big hug...and I think that is the most wonderful part, knowing that you are not alone and there are people who cares so much about you...
I want to share this song by Josh Groban......It left me with tears.......
Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration
Can it be (? )
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn’t faith believing
All power can’t be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
’cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave
Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
I know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are
We may not see them physically but we knew they are embracing God's hands and we knew they are still watching us...To where they are now; we will always love and remember them...
May all hearts be healed and all souls be in peace.......
God bless!
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